Determined

My first day in health ethics for the midterms was yesterday, and I was so energetic that time because I participated in the recitation so well. One way of aiming a high grade in the class participation) As i told you in my past entry, I got 4, 3.5, 4, 4 class standing in health ethics pre-lim and I was so disappointed and embarassed that time. That's why I'm making up with my midterms and it was all a success.

Another was our quiz, I was so confident with my answers and I got the feeling that I'll pass the quiz. I know I'm being too haughty here but I'm just telling you how determined I am. And the fact that I really got low grades this prelim, I don't like it to happen again. And that's a promise!

After the class, I talked to Ms. Arnaldo to say my thanks to her, because she still passed me even though I got low grades. I was so thankful that time. And also, I thank God for everything most especially for focusing on me this past few days. I love it! I feel like I'm beeing guided by the light!

I believe

At long last, I have my own copy of I believe by David Tao Ze thanks to Krizzia. Ahehehe.. I was planning to burn this to a small cd and give this to Frank.. Just for a simple thought that I always remember him. haha.. I'm being emotional here..

Just hangin' around...

Well, I'm here at our computer laboratory for my computer class and we don't have anything to do but to copy Module 5,6,7. And since I have my own flash drive, I just copied it and I'm already free to search the net.

Since I don't have anything to say,
Just want to share my schedule for the month of August..

Aug 9 LCPA Meeting (church)
Aug 10 Quiz in Mandarin Chapter3; Assign-Ana-Digestive; Quiz in Ana-Blood
Aug 13 Watch play at The Repartory Philippines
Aug 18-20 Leadership Training Seminar at Caliraya Laguna
Aug 21-22 Community Immersion at Laurel Batangas

Things to STUDY!!

Ana-Physio
~Digestive System
~Blood
~Heart
~Lymphatic System

Computer
~Windows 9X OS
~Windows NT-2000 OS
~Windows XP OS

English
~Hunger in Barok
~Will of the River

Mandarin
~Chapter 3 ; Eating Out

*sigh* I still have to exert more effort to make it up with my grades. Thank God for encouraging me this past few days, I feel like God is focusing on me right now and I thank Him for that. I guess, Time Management is the key to do all those things and I have to learn to haveself-control.

*Non-sense entry!!*

Our practice was totally worthy!!! I got it 1.0 and 1.25 for the bed bath, oral care, back massage, perineal genital care and shampooing. I am really determined to make it up with my grades and today is the 1st day of my hard work and I thank God for giving me a the courage to move on and for making me feel encouraged again! I hope I can make it this midterms.. We had our practice yesterday at Don's House with Bevs, Ruby, Chelle, Me and Bernadette...

another photo taken at Don's garage.. Me, Don, bevs, berna, chelle, ruby, aves and achilles.. **We are really working out hard here!! We're aiming for 1.0 in Health Care!!**

I love this pic!!!! GirL power!!!!

I'm not giving up!

Yesterday, I was so depressed about my grades in Health Ethics. Since I got in college, I never got a grade of 4 in any subjects. I was totally stacked-up that time.

During our Health Ethics, Dr. Hazel Arnaldo started to call us one by one to show us our class standing and I got surprised when my standing was; 4, 3.5, 4, 4. I was so paralized then. I sitted at the back and for a while, I didn't speak, I didn't listen. When I felt that my lacrimal glands are working, I immediately went out of the classroom and at the window side, I cried like a looser!!

Thinking about this is really a pushed-force of mentality matter. Knowing that yesterday was also our 1st monthsary, I can't face Frank with those grades. I feel so embarassed because I am the president of the class and yet I am one of those who failed, how sarcastic for me to think that I really studied a lot. I even photocopied all reviewers in Health Ethics and still my grades are constant. How could that happened?

Honestly speaking, I know it is my fault. I know it is my obligation to put my subjects on top of my list. But it seems, I can't concentrate this past few days like there is something that bothers me.

I already talked with my mother and I told her not to expect from me. I told her how pressure I was and how diffuclt the subjects are. Nursing is not a joke and I have to focus on it one last time! and I know i'm in the urge of giving this up, but it's not too late, I still have the midterms and the finals.. This will be a one good lesson for me and for me not to fail the next time, I have to consider this as my punishment.

Happy Monthsary Moja!

After my sorrow, God is really kind. Frank and I don't have plans for us to celebrate because 1st: he has his work at 10:00am-7:00pm and I got also got my class. 2nd: I understand that he saves up his salary for his needs and for our future. 3rd: I have financial problems. But because God loves me, Frank's schedule was changed to 6:00am-3:00pm! wooho0.. so we got 3hours to celebrate! even though it is only a short time, I thanked God for He still lend me some time with Frank.

Because of simplicity, I just gave him a HUGE letter and an anenometer toy. (why anenometer? -->just watch Windstruck)

This was his reaction:

"Moja, nandito na ako sa bahay.. Nabasa ko na. Na appreciate ko naman ang ginawa mo!! Moja, salamat.. Sensha kong wala akong naibigay sayo kasi nagmamadali na akong para makita ka kanina. Hayaan mo ikaw lang talaga mahal ko at akin ka lang. Ok.. Sensha na rin kong wala me effort na ginawa siguro dahil din ito sa work.May time na pang-umaga may time na pang-gabi kaya sensha kong di mo ako nakakasama ng matagal.. pero sa totoo lang kapag nasa work ako ikaw lang ang iniisip ko.. ang lakas nga ng tama mo sakin! hehehe.. Love you so much!! Ingat ka lagi.."
9:12:15pm
05-08-2006

I love you Moja.. I'll study hard for my family and for the two of us! That's why I'm not giving this up!!!

The Medical City

As a requirement in our Health Care subject, me and my group mates were assigned to go to a Tertiary Level of Facilities, (hospitals that are highly technological and sophisticated services offered by medical centers and large hospitals. These are the specialized national hospitals). These hospitals are divided into three; Private, Government & Specialized.

As our private hospital; we chose The Medical City, Government hospital; PGH (Philippine Government Hospital), and for our Specialized hospital; The Lung Center.

We divided our group so that we can accomplish our interview at the right time and for a purpose of not being too disturbing to the hospitals that we are going to visit. So, I assigned myself, together with Beverly, Krizzia, Kriz and Rachelle to go to the Medical City since the mother of Jax (Rachelle's boyfriend) is a nurse manager there. So I believe that we will not have too many difficulties in interviewing.

--At the food court... Kriz, me, Krizzia, chelle and Bevs..



Mrs. Imelda Lloren, the Nurse Manager in Medical City ER. Since I was the leader (and the one who has a thick face!) I was the one talking with Mrs. Lloren and ask her questions. I was very nervous that time because I thought that she's too perfectionist, but I was wrong. In the middle of our interview, I feel like I knew her already.

--Interview with Mrs. Imelda Lloren..



Then, I learned a lot of things about The Medical City, I was so amazed because it doesn't look like a hospital, more of a hotel.

--That's me!! One on one interview with Mrs. Lloren..



Now, I'm doing the documentation of our group which is to be passed on August 5, 2006 (our 1st monthsary).. I had a lot of fun there at the Medical City and it was totally awesome to be bonded with kriz, chelle, bevs and krizzia. After the interview, we went to SM Megamall. It was totally fun because I got close to them and learned new things about a certain hospital with them.

Anxious.....

I still have many things to do and here I am, doing nothing but a potato-couch... I don't like this feeling.. I really have to do something about my grades.. i actually don't have something to share about my life today but what I saw about myself today is I talk to much to myself as if I'm retarded whatsoever, a lot of things is bothering me most of the time and my studies is being affected. *sigh*