Multiple Misfortunes

Ryan's Grad..

Ang saya ko kasi isa sa mga kapatid ko ay grumaduate na.. And I'm really blessed to have a brother like him.. kasi responsible siya and alam niya ang mga responsibilidad niya bilang mag-aaral.. ahehe.. (tagalog na tagalog talaga)

Mama, Ryan and Papa


Ryan and Me..


Kami ulit with Papa Jesus..


I will not forgive and forget!

Grabe,, isang bangungot ang pagbakasyon ko sa Laguna.. Hindi ko talaga makakalimutan yung ginawa sa akin ng kapatid ko (panganay-Roman).. Hindi ko na ikwekwento in details, basta, ang bottom line ay sobrang hindi ko siya mapapatawad sa ginawa niya sa akin.. kapatid ko pa naman siya.. tapos... waaah... change topic...

Community Immersion (last December)

Wala lang.. kahit ang tagal na nito.. share ko lang yung mga pics.. ahehe..

Giving of Certificates after the Program Implementation


With my classmates and Mrs. Osea


During the Question and answer portion (Deal or No Deal Concept)
Boom Tarat Tarat Contestant.. ahehe.. *video*




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ayun.. isang araw ng disappointment nanaman.. ahehe.. pero ok lang.. kuntento naman ako kasi kahapon, enrollment ko.. BSN 2D na ako sa summer class.. woohoo.. tapos ngayon, nag-general cleaning ako sa kwarto ko.. ang sarap tuloy matulog ngayon.. ahehe.. yun lang.. sharing.. sana.. maging masaya na ako.. hehe..

My Daily Struggles

Nursing

Sa totoo lang, habang tumatagal.. lalong nagiging toxic ang buhay ko sa CEU.. Maliban sa presidente ako ng klase namin.. halos lahat na ata ng trabaho eh ako na ang gumagawa.. Siyempre, doon lang naman ako magaling eh.. I mean, sa lahat ng pwede kong ipagyabang, magaling lang ako sa mga class participations, leadership training skills, pero pag dating sa academics, doon ako palaging sumasablay.. kasi hindi talaga ako mahilig mag-aral.. sadyang masipag lang ako..

Nag-eenjoy naman ako sa nursing profession ko ngayon, kaso.. 50% ay doubtful parin ako kasi ayoko na ipagpatuloy pa to.. and hirap kasi pag ayaw mong gawin ang isang bagay na pinilit kang gawin.. at wala ka nang magawa kasi andiyan kana.. para bang "let's cross the bridge when we get there".. ang hirap naman ata nun..

pero sa kabila ng lahat.. candidate parin ako for internship sa BSN.. masusukatan na ako ng clinical uniform.. ibig sabihin, assured na na pasado kami ng 2nd year.. ang saya ko talaga nung nalaman ko yun.. feeling ko tuloy, worthwhile lahat ng naging trabaho ko bilang nursing student, president at class representative...

SM North (New COF)

Naglaro lang ako ng exceed zero sa sm north, and dami ko na kaagad nakilala doon (isa na sun si Choco float).. May clan dun na kung tawagin ay "Forever Zero".. Napasali naman ako doon.. masaya kaso kung sino-sino yung kinakamayan ko na hindi ko naman kilala.. pero ok narin kasi lumalawak yung pang-unawa ko in terms of friendship, experience and attitude.. Kung baga, napag-aaralan ko yung iba't-ibang klase ng buhay ng tao.. Masaya naman ako sa company nila pero sa ngayon hindi ko pa sila masyadong kilala,,.

FOREVER ZERO.. Mga cosplayers din sila..


Nagkaroon nga ng tournament sa sm north.. di ko expected na ako yung mananalo sa isang category nila.. 5 categories kasi yun eh, syempre yung last 2 hindi ko na sinalihan kasi pang halimaw na yun.. hindi naman sa pagyayabang, pero, nung mga oras na yun, ako lang yung babaeng medyo magaling.. ahehe.. (wala sanang magseryoso sa sinabi ko ha.. natutuwa lang ako kasi pangarap ko to eh..) ayun.. masaya...

Micheal's Birthday at Loreland

last march 20 ata yun nung bumalik kami sa Loreland Antipolo.. (pasaway na bata) ayun... Masaya..

Ako, si Erika at Glece.. Mga sadakong gusto din magswimming sa balon.. hehe..


Ako at si Glece.. Pacute lang ako diyan.. ahehe


Exceeders.. after lang namin ikutin ang buong resort nagpicture-picture na. ahehe.. (Jem, joey, Jhomz, kel, ako, glece, erika at nimrod)


WOF Sta.lu


Sobrang miss ko na mga kaibigan ko sa sta.lu.. kasi lagi na ako nasa sm north.. pero kahit ganun pa man, hindi ko parin naman sila kinakalimutan.. Siyempre, dahil sa kanila, natuto akong maglaro ng exceed.. hehe.. Marami din akong natutunan na mga bagay bagay na tanging sila lang ang makaka-explain sakin.. syempre, hindi ko makakalimutan yun.. Nalulungkot lang ako kasi si Eka.. ang cold na niya sakin.. siya kasi yung bestfriend ko sa sta.lu.. feeling ko talaga may problema siya regarding sa akin.. kaso hindi naman niya ako kinakausap.. haaii.. miss ko na sila...

Cris, ako at si Erika (at si Lester sa likod namin) ahehe.. sa exceed..


Girl Power Part 1


Girl Power Part 2


Ako at si Bez.. Sa Loreland.. Night Swimming..woohoo!!


Nimrod, Bez, Ako, Harris, Cris at Agie.. Sa Sta.lu


Ako at si Bez, kasama si Ella Guevarra ng Starstruck kids..


******

*sigh* napapagod na talaga ako sa buhay ko.. kahit kuntento naman ako sa lahat... tama yung sinabi ni melai sa shout-out niya - "being happy does not mean everything's perfect!"..

My calendar is full of time-pressured-activities and now I can't help myself but CRY... I really want to give up now but it seems that signs is encouraging me not to. I have no choice but to continue this biggest resposibility of my life.. Being a registered nurse. *argh*

I'm at our computer laboratory here in ISC 502 and obviously, I'm not doing my seatwork (simply because I'm already done transcribing the consultation report). Since i haven't updated my blog for almost jurassic years, I decided to sneak a little to visit my little nook. *haha*

After my computer subject is our religion class wherein I will not attend to.. Ever since we started our religion class, I never learned something from her. She doesn't make any sense regarding her subject and since I still have many things to do tomorrow, I'd rather finish my homeworks and reviews. I still have to finish our community output for our oral revalida on wednesday and I am aiming for a grade of line of one. Also, I have to make a speech about my family's province for my english class and most probably I have to prepare for my impromptu. I also have a long quiz in physics tomorrow, first part is about force and energy while the second part is about the topics that we had discussed last prelim and finals. And before I forgot, I have a work (as a president) to compute the class grades in our microbiology class.

*isn't it life's wonderful?!*

Belated Happy Valentine's Day and Happy Chinese New Year!!

Taciturn... Emotionless... Cold

First and foremost, Merry Christmas and a happy new year!

Ang daming nangyari sa buhay ko this past few days.. Sobrang lahat ng emotions ko lumabas at lahat ay nagbago. Naging malamig ang pasko para sa akin. Isa na doon, ang huling pagsama ko sa kabarkada ko sa sta.lu (exceeders/pumpideros) noong Dec.16,2006. Yun ang araw ng exchange gift namin at nagpunta kami ng marikina at sumakay ng octupus. Sobrang memorable ang araw na yun para sa akin kahit na hindi kami nagkikibuan ni Frank. Sobrang nag-enjoy naman ako kahit papano, it serves as sayonara narin para sa bestfriend kong si momota, kasi babalik na siya ng Japan kasi nagkasakit yun papa niya. After ng araw na yun, nag-lay-low ako sa exceed. hindi na ako nagpupunta masyado ng sta.lu at ang isa pang masaklap, hindi narin nila ako sinasama sa group message.

Sumunod ay nung nagpasko ako sa kapitbahay, kina ate Izzie. She's my PYM-mate (Parish youth Ministry), ka-org ko siya sa church namin. After nung choir service namin nung Dec.24,2006, nagpunta ako sa kanila at doon nag noche buena. Masaya pero nakakalungkot kasi ibang pamilya yung kasama ko. samantalang yung family ko, nasa Laguna, nagcecelebrate ng christmas with my brothers.

Pangatlo, Happy new year?? 11:45 pm ng Dec.31,2006 eh natulog lang ako. Sobrang tinulugan ko lang ang pagpasok ng 2007. at hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Pang-apat.. May nanliligaw sa akin.. kaya lang.. nung dec.25,2006, sinabi ko sa kanya na ayoko nang mag-commit ulit. Na pagod pa ako at hindi ko pa kayang magmahal ulit. Sabi ko sa kanya, nasa recovery stage parin ako hanggang ngayon, at dahil doon, ayoko magsimula ulit. Ang drama nga masyado eh, pero tanggap naman niya. Classmate ko siya ngayon 2nd year 2nd sem. Ewan ko ba, nawalan na ako ng tiwala sa mga lalaki. kahit sa sarili ko...

Pang-lima.. Gumawa na naman ako ng panibagong goals for this year.. Sobrang seryoso akong baguhin ang lahat.. Una, Ang maging masmatapang. Gusto ko, maipagtatangol ko ang sarili ko when the time comes that almost everyone is stepping on me. Tapos, gusto ko na maging honest person most especially kina mommy at daddy. Gusto ko narin maging more studious pa compared last year, gusto kong grumaduate na may maipagmamalaki sa magulang ko at sa sarili ko. and lastly, ang maging faithful sa lahat ng taong nagmamahal at nagbibigay ng importansiya sa akin..

Lastly, I would like to thank the following people who reallt taught me how to become a better person:

Mary Ann Ticzon, Ronald Ticzon, Roman Angelo Ticzon, Manuel Ryan Ticzon, Rafael Ticzon, Marielyn Dulay, Adelfo Dulay, Mariel Dulay, Mila Castaneto, Manuel Uy Jr., Juliet Medina, Izzie Ledres, Karmela Silerio, Janus Mesina, Harris Ambia, Erika Momota, Mary Mangosing, Lou Salvador, Donnuelle Balagtas, Doreen Balagtas, Parish Youth Ministry, All Weird Till Z-end, Ahse 1s, 1t, 2i, 2Q, Exceeders and most especially.. Frank Nerza.

~Without those following persons, life for me will be more difficult.

"Sayang"

Ang tagal bago ako nakapag-blog ulit. Sobrang naging busy talaga ako sa studies, sa church at sa exceed. Anyway, it feels good to be back again. Kahit na I'm not sure kung kailan ako ulit makakapag-blog since this December is one of my hectic months in the calendar. Hospital Duty, Community Immersion, STS Tour and Health Center Exposure. Marami kaming exposure ngayon so ibig sabihin, marami ring requirements na kailangan ipasa. Plus the fact na I'm a graduating student sa AHSE program or my internship, as far as I know, after this summer, papasok na ako for the BSN (FYI, Bachelor of Science in Nursing). And I can't wait for that moment to come.

So bakit ba naging "sayang" and topic ko for today?.. Well, sa tagal kong hindi nag-blog, hindi ko na maikwento sa dami ng nangyari sa ilang buwan lang na nakalipas. Might as well, yung pinaka-latest nalang ang ishe-share ko sa inyo.

Una, sa barkada. Halos kalahati ng barkada ay galit sa akin. Sobrang hindi ko alam kung bakit. What I mean is, alam ko kung bakit pero hindi ko alam kung bakit ganoon nalang sila kagalit sa akin., gets? Alam ko kung ano yung mga nagawa ko sa kanila, pero, if their problem is about the "gm" (FYI, group message), wala akong magagawa doon kasi ako yun, ganun talaga ako magsalita at ganun talaga ako react. Ang hindi ko lang matanggap, is kung bakit sila ganun, tinuring ko sila tunay kong kaibigan, sila patong hindi nakaka intindi sa akin. I respected them from who they are and I didn't get mad because they are who they are, pero it's really unfair kasi ako, sagad hanggang buto ako magsalita,and alam nila yun. Pero hindi nila ako kilala! Kahit sabihin pa natin na kilala namin ang isa't-isa, may mga bagay parin sila na hindi nila kilala sa akin. Sana naman, wag nila akong husgahan ng ganun ganun nalang. Pero hindi ko sila masisisi. Kasi ganun talaga sila mag-isip, hindi ko lang din matangap kasi sila itong matatanda, sila patong hindi makaunawa. Ngayon, kahit magmukha akong tanga sa harap nila kakahingi ng tawad, ok lang, kasi admited ko naman kung ano yung ginawa kong mali. Pero pag hindi na talaga tama, kung baga, abuso na., ewan ko nalang. Sa akin, sayang na sayang yung mga ipinundar kong respeto at tiwala ko sa kanila. Kasi they serves as models for me, pero hindi pala. Sayang. Sa bagay, hindi naman ako kawalan sa kanila eh, so do i. Sayang, masaya pa naman ako pag kasama ko sila kasi sila lang nakakapawi ng pagod at problema ko sa buhay.

Pangalawa, waaaahh... hindi ako naka-attend ng re-election ng Nursing student Council... nakakainis, i really want to run for the position of a Treasurer, nakaka-asar. Yung section kasi namin wala pang officers, kaya wala tuloy umatend sa meeting. Haii.. Sayang.. Di bale, sa 3rd year, sasama ako sa NSC officers. Masaya naman ako kahit papano sa position ko ngayon eh, hehe.. (ang yabang..) President kasi ako ulit sa section namin kaya masaya.. hehe..

***Ayan, kaya "sayang" ang title ng entry ko ngayon.. hehe.. nasa huli talaga pagsisisi.. Pero, dahil naman diyan, marami nanaman akong lesson na natutunan. I guess, this will be a lesson for me. Now, I'm really looking forward na magkabati-bati na kami this Christmas. Sobrang I really did visit the chapel and attended the sunday mass just to ask God if He may grant my wishes for christmas. sobrang yun lang hinihiling ko wala nang iba. Hopefuly, God will answer my prayer, I know He will, in the right manner, right time and in the right place.

waaaaaahhhhh..... sino naman yan!!!! ahehehehe...... *ganda ko noh?* joke.. ahehehe

Hindi naman ako masyadong masaya ano?? ahehe... Sa Robinsons po iyan.. after the play... with my classmates!

Wahaha... Me, kriz, edward and hazel at the rob..

Wow.. blog before my immersion in Batangas.. hehe.. I opened up our yahoo group ahse-2i.. and I saw this pictures uploaded by one of my classmates!! woohoo.. This was taken during our last watch of play at St.Paul University for our English class.. After the play... we went to Robinsons Place to play billiards..

Chill Happy Sunday

Our class went to Greenbelt 1 for us to watch The Boor And The Proposal. It was a 2 in 1 play at held at The Repertory Philippines. The Boor was about a creditor hounds a young widow, but becomes so impressed when she agrees to fight a duel with him, that he proposes marriage while The proposal is a story that tells of the efforts of a nervous and excitable young man who starts to propose to an attractive young woman, and who instead gets into a tremendous quarrel over a boundery line.

The play was not good unlike the first one that we watched at St. Paul University which is Chinoi. It was so boring and I was so sleepy while we're watching the play. It was like my lymph nodes are trying to convince me that after sacrificing my P250.00 for that stupid play (sorry for the term), at least I will have a benefit from it for my English class.

After the play, of course, gimik is in the mind already and we first thought of going to Katipunan for dinner. But before that, along the way, we saw Miriam Quiambao in a flower shop! I was totally out of my mind asking for her picture and I'm not really that desperate because she's a human too, but the fact that I idolized her before and until now because of her sincerity and humbleness and even though she's morena, she's still beautiful inside and out.. And back to the story.. We decided to eat at Pizza Hut and we're like terrible people who's asking for alms! (exage) hehe.. I mean, we're not suited for the place, but still, we can pay it off.. So we ate and of course, kwentuhan to the max. The company was me, Kriz, Krizzia, Bevs, Alvin, Don, Kevin, William, Melong, Leann, Jozelles, and Doms. It was a night-out fun! i even got a party hat and ask them to write in it as a remembrance..

We wrote at the party hat:

Hindi ko to makakalimutan!!
-Pepay

Ang cute ng experience for this day.. hehehe!! kakaiba!!
-Jozelle

Ang saya-saya ngayon grabe! sobra dame nangyari.. as in..
-Kriz

Okay lang,,, Mejo masaya naman.. =p
-Melong

Grabe saya.. Astig lang.. cool..
-Bebs

Grabe! Ang galing ng loveteam! nakakakilig! sana mapanuod ko yung Aladdin! haha! mas nakakakilig yon for sure!! Haha..
-Donibee

Masaya naman.. ang dame kasi namin. .si Jozelle ang takaw.. hehehe
-Krizzia a.k.a. Lumnay

Extra lang poh!! Toinks..
-Alvin

Ang ganda ng "repertory" sa 2nd floor, Greenbelt 1, Paseo de Roxas St. Makati City.. Babalik-balikan ko yon.. Panoorin niyo rin.. (ang Plastic!!)
-William

Thank you sa pagsabit niyo sakin! hehe..
-LeeAn

So there you have it.. After the dinner, we went to Bubble Gang to chill-out.. There, they ordered alcoholic beverages and of course the pulutan. I didn't ordered anything because that time I was so full and I spent almost half of my allowance upto thursday,. so I just went there really to hang out with my classmates. I stayed only for 30 minutes and got home early (I was such a good girl that time because I really told my parents the truth about my sunday gimmick after the play) *unbelievable isn't it?!*.. hehe..

Love, Love, Love..

wooho0... nice topic.. well, I was like Dr. Love not so long ago.. I was helping out 3 of my friends at Sta.lucia.. Michael, Erika and Nimrod.. It is very confidential so I won't detail it anymore (even though many of us know the real story behind the scenes) Well, It just came out and I realized that I can help others as long as I want and as long as I'm concern but... me, myself and I can't handle situations on my own! I keep telling my friends every suggestions and advices because everything is based in my own experience and I don't want those bad things that happened to me will happen to them. *sigh*

In my own love life... Still the same... confused on whom will i choose and whom will I let go.. scared in all the consequences that will happen after I decide..

"Love changed me; the way I think, the way I act, the way I decide.. Sometimes, I even go against my principles and beliefs in life.. Loving doesn't mean I'll be happy always; sometimes, all it provides me is pain and misery.. Yet, I was blinded by strong emotions that I failed to see reality.. Sometimes, letting go is the answer; it hurts like hell, but I will soon realize that it's better to suffer the pain and see the person I love to be happy... =(

Me with my mom... (o0ops.!!..) joke.. *ambitious* That's Miriam Quiambao.. I saved up my guts to ask her for a picture.. I'm so overwhelmed because I idolized her because of her morena beauty and being sincere and humble..

During our dinner at Katipunan Pizza Hut with the rest of the cast; me, don, doms, krizia, kriz, melong, leann, cadaver, joz, william, bevs and alvin...

... Kriz, me and bevs...at Pizza Hut..

The Bubble Gang.. Melong, Leann, Don, William, Kriz, Doms, Krizia, Bevs, Cadaver, Jozelle"s", Alvin and me!..

Me again with Kevin George a.k.a. Cadaver... taken while ordering at Bubble Gang..

That's me with Krizzia at Pizza Hut Katipunan.. (guess who's hand is that..)

Two of the bad habits that I really don't dare to try. Drinking and smoking is a big no-no for me.. (But it doesn't mean that my friends are bad influence to me, they're just having fun) -taken at Buble Gang Katipunan.